幸福没有那么容易，
你要的是 轰轰烈烈 还是 天长地久 。
偶尔还真会忘记拥抱时该有的表情。
我害怕习惯性的拥抱。
2009年12月30日星期三
电影马拉松
长假期间没去旅行 所以唯一能够消磨时间的非看电影莫属了。
一整个假期就一口气看了很多部电影，有好看的 有呕的，
以下就是本人的一些小意见：-
SHERLOCK HOLMES
今天刚刚看，我觉得大概80分吧，整体来说是蛮好看的 毕竟福尔摩斯是小弟以前小时候的偶像，就是因为他我才开始喜欢上看推理漫画的。哈
回到电影，总觉得剧情是有点Tom Hanks的Da Vinci Code和 Angel & Devils 的混合版，剧情讲述关于一些宗教话题 近年好像很多类似酱的戏 但是不是每一部都好看 因为很多时候太复杂 不容易了解 看不出一个所以然。 不过这一部就蛮简单明了，而且演员方面都是我蛮喜欢的组合。特别喜欢之前饰演Iron man的Robert Downey JR，很滑稽 很搞笑。
十月围城
故事讲述孙文（孙中山）起义的开始，如何计划在中国国内13个省发动起义和密会各省代表并且躲避慈禧太后的追杀。
85分，卡司超强，超多大明星路人甲了。
主角应该是甄子丹，谢霆锋，李宇春，王学圻和王柏齐吧，超级大配角非李嘉欣莫属，连对白都没有 超赚。黎明摆明是来搞笑的，还学聂风披长发 oh my god....
AVATAR
超好看！
100分！
2009年最好看的电影。本人还打算去新洲看3D版本 应该会有另一番震撼！
评语不说了 你自己看，不看一定后悔！
ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2
I'm a single lady~ i'm a single lady~
看完了脑袋一直重复的歌。
普通，不是特别好看。唯一新鲜的是上学 和 有Chippetes的出现 威胁到Chipmunks，不过最后还是如预料中‘ 拉埋天窗’。 哈哈
2010
闷！时间太长了 同样的effect重复了又在重复，只有在片尾才有一些紧张前面的2个小时很闷，很多剧情是可以省略的，好像为了要拍3小时而拍。
我看到中间还到外头上厕所 买水喝 逛逛，你讲闷的程度是多么的夸张。
整体来说 是蛮呕的咯。
DARREN SHAN THE VAMPIRE ASSISTANT:
CIRQUE DU FREAKS
很期待这一部，又在看他的小说，
期待看看导演怎么把书里的故事转移到荧幕上。
希望不会让我失望咯。
×以上评论纯属个人意见
一整个假期就一口气看了很多部电影，有好看的 有呕的，
以下就是本人的一些小意见：-
SHERLOCK HOLMES
今天刚刚看，我觉得大概80分吧，整体来说是蛮好看的 毕竟福尔摩斯是小弟以前小时候的偶像，就是因为他我才开始喜欢上看推理漫画的。哈
回到电影，总觉得剧情是有点Tom Hanks的Da Vinci Code和 Angel & Devils 的混合版，剧情讲述关于一些宗教话题 近年好像很多类似酱的戏 但是不是每一部都好看 因为很多时候太复杂 不容易了解 看不出一个所以然。 不过这一部就蛮简单明了，而且演员方面都是我蛮喜欢的组合。特别喜欢之前饰演Iron man的Robert Downey JR，很滑稽 很搞笑。
十月围城
故事讲述孙文（孙中山）起义的开始，如何计划在中国国内13个省发动起义和密会各省代表并且躲避慈禧太后的追杀。
85分，卡司超强，超多大明星路人甲了。
主角应该是甄子丹，谢霆锋，李宇春，王学圻和王柏齐吧，超级大配角非李嘉欣莫属，连对白都没有 超赚。黎明摆明是来搞笑的，还学聂风披长发 oh my god....
AVATAR
超好看！
100分！
2009年最好看的电影。本人还打算去新洲看3D版本 应该会有另一番震撼！
评语不说了 你自己看，不看一定后悔！
ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2
I'm a single lady~ i'm a single lady~
看完了脑袋一直重复的歌。
普通，不是特别好看。唯一新鲜的是上学 和 有Chippetes的出现 威胁到Chipmunks，不过最后还是如预料中‘ 拉埋天窗’。 哈哈
2010
闷！时间太长了 同样的effect重复了又在重复，只有在片尾才有一些紧张前面的2个小时很闷，很多剧情是可以省略的，好像为了要拍3小时而拍。
我看到中间还到外头上厕所 买水喝 逛逛，你讲闷的程度是多么的夸张。
整体来说 是蛮呕的咯。
DARREN SHAN THE VAMPIRE ASSISTANT:
CIRQUE DU FREAKS
很期待这一部，又在看他的小说，
期待看看导演怎么把书里的故事转移到荧幕上。
希望不会让我失望咯。
×以上评论纯属个人意见
2009年12月29日星期二
Bored
December is always the month of "RILEKs", everyone is busy to clear their annual leave, going for vacation, etc, etc. and so do i.
I have been not working for many days...hmm...since 16th lo until now, will be back to work on 1st Jan 2010. Oh yea, 1st Jan is not a holiday for Johor state,
PRETTY LAME right?!
(Everyone is off to celebrate a whole new year, yet Johorians are working. SH*T !)
What did i do in the long holiday?
Work, Movie, Party, Gym, Work, Movie, Party, Gym,
Work, Movie, Party, Gym, Work, Movie, Party, Gym,
Work, Movie, Party, Gym, Work, Movie, Party, Gym,
Well basically its pretty much the same,
and
ITS BORING !
I have been not working for many days...hmm...since 16th lo until now, will be back to work on 1st Jan 2010. Oh yea, 1st Jan is not a holiday for Johor state,
PRETTY LAME right?!
(Everyone is off to celebrate a whole new year, yet Johorians are working. SH*T !)
What did i do in the long holiday?
Work, Movie, Party, Gym, Work, Movie, Party, Gym,
Work, Movie, Party, Gym, Work, Movie, Party, Gym,
Work, Movie, Party, Gym, Work, Movie, Party, Gym,
Well basically its pretty much the same,
and
ITS BORING !
2009年12月26日星期六
Year End Appraisal
Time flies, year goes one and another,
we are 1 year aged again, sounds sad huh?!, but not for me. (Im kinda enjoy to be adult, :p lolz)
Its always a self-examination, or self-inspection in the end of the year.
Hmm..i know it sounds some sort like "KPI", or "Personal Development Plan" in work (no working topic here pls~!) but its very true that we need to figure it out whats our progression and achievements throughout the year.
Well, for me...Glad that i got a job with high interest, glad that im still passionate after the 7 mths, i manage to hit all the targets set by company, and got a good pay job even i was totally blank with the industry at the begining stage.
Nothing comes with easy, all of the $$$ and opportunities came from the effort that we put in.
Im aiming for something bigger for the year ahead (Make an early wish to me, lolz).
Ohhh...I drink very often lately, and found that its very nice to have someone you like and you can talk to have a cup sometimes. We are bearing tons of pressure on the back, its always good to relieve ur stress with a cup of beer, its really works.
Apparently im not a good drinker, i easily get RED with my whole body when i got my 1st cup, and i always feel very sleepy after 1~2 pints. I know im sux, picking up now, give me sometimes. hehh
And I still love my family, my friends and someone i love, still.
Wish every that i love, belated Merry Chrismas, Happy Boxing and Happy 2010 New YEAR ~!
Love
HK
we are 1 year aged again, sounds sad huh?!, but not for me. (Im kinda enjoy to be adult, :p lolz)
Its always a self-examination, or self-inspection in the end of the year.
Hmm..i know it sounds some sort like "KPI", or "Personal Development Plan" in work (no working topic here pls~!) but its very true that we need to figure it out whats our progression and achievements throughout the year.
Well, for me...Glad that i got a job with high interest, glad that im still passionate after the 7 mths, i manage to hit all the targets set by company, and got a good pay job even i was totally blank with the industry at the begining stage.
Nothing comes with easy, all of the $$$ and opportunities came from the effort that we put in.
Im aiming for something bigger for the year ahead (Make an early wish to me, lolz).
Ohhh...I drink very often lately, and found that its very nice to have someone you like and you can talk to have a cup sometimes. We are bearing tons of pressure on the back, its always good to relieve ur stress with a cup of beer, its really works.
Apparently im not a good drinker, i easily get RED with my whole body when i got my 1st cup, and i always feel very sleepy after 1~2 pints. I know im sux, picking up now, give me sometimes. hehh
And I still love my family, my friends and someone i love, still.
Wish every that i love, belated Merry Chrismas, Happy Boxing and Happy 2010 New YEAR ~!
Love
HK
B.R.O.K..E
Im totally BROKE !
Christmas Sales, Year End Sales, Special Offer, Further Mark-down, SALES 50%~70%, etc...
All these word tags are hanging on the merchandise window every December.
I love it when i got "Bullets", I hate it when i used up my "Bullets". Hhaah !
Have been spending so much over the weekend,
buying clothes, pants, Xmas gifts, movies and etc...
I remember that i told myself have to save $$$ for next year vacation,
well, obviously i didn't able make it.
My New Year wish for this year is; stop shopping for the unnecessary, and keep the $$$ for next year vacation.
P/S: I need to spend 6k for Jan, and maybe 3k in Feb....SH*T !
Im BROKE again....
Christmas Sales, Year End Sales, Special Offer, Further Mark-down, SALES 50%~70%, etc...
All these word tags are hanging on the merchandise window every December.
I love it when i got "Bullets", I hate it when i used up my "Bullets". Hhaah !
Have been spending so much over the weekend,
buying clothes, pants, Xmas gifts, movies and etc...
I remember that i told myself have to save $$$ for next year vacation,
well, obviously i didn't able make it.
My New Year wish for this year is; stop shopping for the unnecessary, and keep the $$$ for next year vacation.
P/S: I need to spend 6k for Jan, and maybe 3k in Feb....SH*T !
Im BROKE again....
2009年12月25日星期五
Make a change
A change of eye, a change of life.
What life it would be after the change,
i cant wait to see it.
Love
Merry Christmas
2009年4月14日星期二
衰 x 2
最近不得不承认 好像真的有一点衰，
上网搜寻照片时 不小心让我发现这一张照片，
运气不好的过街老鼠， 被碾扁在马路上。
怎么说衰呢？
上星期二， 车子侧镜被打破，RM200, 被敲走的两个包包一个RM250另一个RM200以上 虽然是送的，但难免还是心痛。
星期五，去training, 居然没发现到我前方有一片很透彻的玻璃门，下楼梯时一面按电话 一面走下楼，狠狠地撞上了那片要死的玻璃门。额头和鼻子撞红，咬到舌头，膝盖瘀青，重点是楼下就是很有名的第一站咖啡店，午餐时间人是kanasai的多，丢脸到家！ 真的是百感交集咯，一面很痛，一面很丢脸 因为撞得很用力 所以很大声，一面又要装没事 不痛得继续走， 一面又感觉到很丢脸...SHIT !
星期六，傍晚去吉隆坡，一路上下大雨 然后在前往亲戚家途中发生小车祸，不幸中的大幸就是车子还能继续运作，不然我真的是求助无门。 给callman帮忙，先付了report费RM300,然后一张罚单RM300, 还有接下来不懂保险能不能claim回来的修理费....我还真的不敢想...
星期日，由于前一晚在警察局待到很迟就近2点回到亲戚家睡觉，母亲告诉我 因为要扫墓 所以星期日早上要5.30起床，天啊....我可以用祸不单行来形容。到了墓地，俺的祖先还真的不是盖的，坟墓一个距离一个有够远，而且还是上下山的那种，我的脚...我的瘀青一大片...现场还有一些长辈 总不能叫他们去做 然后我在车上等，所以还要装得好像很年轻力壮的样子，呕~
真的真的希望我的霉运就到此为止。
天啊~！不需要给我好运 不要给我霉运就行了~
2009年4月9日星期四
2009年4月7日星期二
Turn back time
Looking back to the pictures we had,
the moment we shared, the places we went,
i just wish that i could turn back the time.
We all know that we should look forward for better life instead of keep living in the past,
but the moment we had, they were not un-replaceable.
I miss the smile & smile in the pics,
I miss the relationship we had,
I miss the paradise.
the moment we shared, the places we went,
i just wish that i could turn back the time.
We all know that we should look forward for better life instead of keep living in the past,
but the moment we had, they were not un-replaceable.
I miss the smile & smile in the pics,
I miss the relationship we had,
I miss the paradise.
2009年3月18日星期三
The depressison after happiness....
Kinda like disappointed,
been expecting something happen,
but it did not comes true eventually.
What's the purpose of making wish in birthday,
things that i hope, i wish,
never turns real,
even a simple thing like that,
still you are unable to make it.
Perhaps im too sensitive on that,
it will never happen on me,
though i will never stop hoping...
*I will keep it, til one day i never miss you anymore.
been expecting something happen,
but it did not comes true eventually.
What's the purpose of making wish in birthday,
things that i hope, i wish,
never turns real,
even a simple thing like that,
still you are unable to make it.
Perhaps im too sensitive on that,
it will never happen on me,
though i will never stop hoping...
*I will keep it, til one day i never miss you anymore.
2009年3月17日星期二
MARCH
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.
Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things.
Moody.
Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things.
Moody.
三月 | 十七号 | 星期二
我
出生于三月 十七号.
双鱼座, 一个充满想象力 听说还有浪漫的星座.
今天是我的生日,
老实说, 真的不知道该怎么样才能让自己的生日过得丰富一点.
午餐时朋友就说为什么我生日感觉好象不开心,
其实生日有必要特别开心吗?
感觉还是一样吧, 还是一如既往般渡过,
午餐后如常的去健身,
为什么一点都不象一个双鱼座该有的特点呢...
今天早上,想说为自己的生日许个愿,
很可悲的我想不出一个愿望,
是我已经有我要的呢? 还是我放弃了相信许愿这一回事呢?
我搞不清楚, 唯一很清楚的事,
我不可以这样继续下去了.
虽然老套, 但是还是得跟自己说一句,
祝我生日快乐.
出生于三月 十七号.
双鱼座, 一个充满想象力 听说还有浪漫的星座.
今天是我的生日,
老实说, 真的不知道该怎么样才能让自己的生日过得丰富一点.
午餐时朋友就说为什么我生日感觉好象不开心,
其实生日有必要特别开心吗?
感觉还是一样吧, 还是一如既往般渡过,
午餐后如常的去健身,
为什么一点都不象一个双鱼座该有的特点呢...
今天早上,想说为自己的生日许个愿,
很可悲的我想不出一个愿望,
是我已经有我要的呢? 还是我放弃了相信许愿这一回事呢?
我搞不清楚, 唯一很清楚的事,
我不可以这样继续下去了.
虽然老套, 但是还是得跟自己说一句,
祝我生日快乐.
2009年3月13日星期五
2009年3月3日星期二
For me
Talk to me, Speak with me,
Don't sink before you rise.
Don't fade away,
You hesitate,
You seem to wait, for all the time we had,
Feels a world away,
Who's to say, we'll be okay.
The memories,
The things we did,
I locked inside my heart,
Where i know i won't forget.
And now, who's to say, we'll be okay.
If you walk out now,
I dont' know if we could be the same.
Just talk with me,
Cause i wish you to stay here with me,
I want you to stay here with me,
Please stay here with me.
Don't sink before you rise.
Don't fade away,
You hesitate,
You seem to wait, for all the time we had,
Feels a world away,
Who's to say, we'll be okay.
The memories,
The things we did,
I locked inside my heart,
Where i know i won't forget.
And now, who's to say, we'll be okay.
If you walk out now,
I dont' know if we could be the same.
Just talk with me,
Cause i wish you to stay here with me,
I want you to stay here with me,
Please stay here with me.
用力抱着-梁静茹
我心裡的忐忑 時間跟我說會好的
決心放好了這一次非你不可
若這不是愛 那有過的是什麼
寂寞時你像個貝殼
閉上眼 你倔強地摀住雙耳
背對背地坐著 我們用沉默在拉扯
看誰的淚先輸掉拔河
愛我時你不夠嚴格
總忘了 能夠牽手多麼難得
我不怕生命有挫折 不怕回憶會有皺摺
唯有你說要放棄 我不願附和
你心裡有多少忐忑 交給我去用力抱著
雙手還有熱 或許能喚起你的不捨
有一天我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 抱著慢慢就會好的
感動都有了 還有什麼不認可
不准我們把愛 給走成了坎坷
我心裡也有的忐忑 曾經你也勇敢抱著
思念還有歌 唱著我無法對你割捨
相信我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 時間跟我說會好的
決心放好了這一次非你不可
若這不是愛 那有過的是什麼
复杂
从泰国回来也有大概一星期了吧，
泰国旅行并没有想象中那么的开心，可能是导游烂的原因吧，
搞得我们只有在自由活动时才能感到旅行的兴奋和快乐。
泰国回来差不多5天了，也正是我失业接近两个星期了。
旅行期间心情低落（因为导游），到回归现实开始担心失业的问题。
心情的起伏很大。
这几天除了帮忙家里的生意以外，几乎都故意把自己的时间填满，
不是运动就是找人喝茶，因为很害怕一个人在房间里 乱想一通的时候。
我发现我好像有一点自我，很高估我自己，
我依稀还记得当时很坚决要离开的我，说一定没问题，我还没烂到找不到工作，
但现在真的有一点担心这个问题了。
有人说我是一个很敏感的人，开始我也不以为然，
但是最近，尤其是这几天 我真的发现我很敏感，
我敏感身边的一些人事物，一字一句 一举一动，
都会让我想很多 想很久... 然而事情也并不如我想象中那样的延续着。
2009年3月2日星期一
我的错 都是大人的错， 几米
昨天在等待朋友的当儿，又去了TC Harris的绘本区去看了这本绘本。
虽然不是很认同画者的标题 不过这本很不错。
翻开第一页的第一句写着，
“如果我变成一个令人失望伤心的小孩，你还愿意爱我吗？”
我 现在变令你失望伤心吗？
大人总喜欢对小孩说， 永远永远不要放弃梦想，
但是为什么放弃梦想的往往都是大人呢？
2009年1月11日星期日
我的梦想。破灭的过程
告诉你 我有一个梦想，
就是开一家属于我 或是我家的咖啡馆，或者是说小餐馆吧，
过着知足，可能能够赚到的钱会比较少，
但是至少我开心，我开心的是 我可以做我自己喜欢做的事情 我熟悉的事情。
过去的一个月吧，我想实现我的梦想 想疯了。
真的想疯了，每天去锁定的地区去视察，看看人潮啊，和一些别的餐馆的生意。
甚至已经把店位设定了在哪一家，哪一个地方。
除次，跟我家人讨论了，大家给的都是一些笼统地反映，
大都是再说，再看，有的更没出声。
我还是一意孤行的以为我可以把事情安排好，
然后只要他们一点头就可以马上去处理下一步的事情。
已经不是第一次问他们意见了，
昨天跟家人去看店面，里面已有了一些基本的餐馆设备，如酒吧台等。
昨天跟家人去看店面，里面已有了一些基本的餐馆设备，如酒吧台等。
那店面我个人满喜欢，因为那里人潮和内部的装潢都已经有了，只需要粉刷就行了。
我满心期待的一面再想桌椅怎么摆放，东西怎么放，还跟好友分享，想了一堆有得没得店名。
可能这些店名就留给以后吧。Thank for you guys afford !
刚约家人再次出来谈，找他们出来吃饭，
我问了：‘你们觉得怎样？ 有没有心要继续搞下去？’
哥，没回应 只是说他只是客串去帮忙而以。
姐，说当然有意思要搞啦，还说我。说要搞得，什么都没去做，连一个很基本的银行贷款，计划书都没有。
我跟你们说过，银行的事必须要注册公司才能申请，但你们从来都没有跟我说过什么时候一起去申请，叫什么名字，然后你还叫我一个人去申请，只放我的名字。
说好是2个人一起去贷款，怎么只放我的名字，那你怎么贷啊？
我说那里即将要开一家新的咖啡店，你二话不说就说道，：‘那就慢慢来 找别的地方咯！’。
真的，就是你这句话 我马上打消了我的念头。
那么既然没人有心 有意思的去做，那就放弃吧，免得好像我再逼你们似的，这没意思。
这顿晚餐，我没有在多说什么，只是感觉很莫名，
莫名的低落，明明事情还没成事 但却好像发生了，又失败了的感觉。
哥女友再吃完饭后问我，你说今晚出来是出来谈店的事，怎么好像没什么谈到呢？
我告诉他 我不再搞了。因为不想再烦他们了咯...
坦白说我现在很茫然，更看不见自己的未来，
本以为看见了，但现在又模糊了。
我知道我必须知足 因为我还有一份蛮不错收入的工作，
但是打从心底我知道，我并不喜欢。
我连我每天要去那里都不知道，我真的不知道。
我只是知道现在的我 很想歇斯底里的悲哀，
然后再振作。很短时间内我就可以恢复，不再行尸走肉。
因为梦想破灭是很常发生的事情。
2009年1月1日星期四
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